I’m going to share my experience with a wreck today. I may get around to adding some pictures later, so check back again in a week.
I think it’s important to know that the craft and art of caking is never a perfect journey. I mean, really - you can even watch shows of professionals, like Ace of Cakes, Cake Divas, and all those Food Network Challenges. They are constantly experiencing setbacks, mistakes, and outright failures. Sometimes it’s poor planning, occasionally it’s a client, and some days it’s like the materials just don’t feel like working for ya.
So if you’re getting into cake decorating, don’t give up. You will have failures. Occasionally you will hand over a cake that you aren’t especially happy with, and you may even have to experience the awfulness of telling a friend, “Sorry, I know I was going to bring a cake for your party, but at the last minute, it fell apart, and I can’t fix it.”
That’s what happened to me this weekend. I had great plans for this cake - it was for the first birthday of a friend’s son, who is our Godson, and we’ve known him since conception! :) So I was looking forward to it. I had waffled about the actual design until only days before, and was going to go with an under the ocean scene - as he’s lately been very interested in watch ‘Finding Nemo’ repeatedly.
I didn’t want to do an ordinary ocean cake - in which you basically have a base (either a sheet cake or some tiers) and a bunch of ocean stuff stuck to it. I try to avoid that - even in my only other ocean cake, the Sea Monster one, I tried to make it all part of the scene in a logical way, rather than the cake just acting as a background. You’ll find that cakes that are backgrounds to a bunch of stuff stuck onto it are viewed almost with the same feeling as advanced jewelry-makers look upon “bead-stringers.” It just isn’t very interesting or exceptional; anyone can do it.
Since ‘Finding Nemo’ was the inspiration, going with clown fish in their natural habitat made sense. I looked up sea anemones, sketched several of them till I got the idea of their range of looks, and came up with a design. The cake itself was the sea anemone and a bit of the rocky ground it sat on. We (the whole household contributed) made lots of stuff in fondant for decorations - little tropical sea critters, shells, some rocks and a baby eel hiding in them, a sea star, coral, and a small sea anemone.
For the big anemone’s tentacles, I decided to use gummy worms. I am pretty set against using candy on cakes, just because it feels cliche and sorta like cheating (like sticking plastic toys on there), but I liked the semi-transparent look they would give. I went to a bulk candy shop and picked out the yellow-red ones only. I had to cut off the heads (which had little happy faces, so that was a bit creepy to have a pile of smiling heads afterwards), and stick half a toothpick into them at that end so they could be attached to the anemone.
Here’s where I made my mistake. I really should have gone with an anemone design where the base was as wide, if not wider than the top. It may not have looked quite as realistic, but it would have been much more stable. I had three cakes - one for the rocky base, one for the ’stem’ which was pretty short and narrow, and one that was made into a wider ‘bowl’ for the top. It was rested at an angle on it’s stem and the base so I thought it was well-supported. I wrapped it up in fondant and decorated the base.
I didn’t realize just how heavy all the gummy tentacles would be. I had added those things just about last - the cake was nearly done and was looking nice.
After almost all the tentacles were on, I noticed that the ‘bowl’ part of the anemone beneath the fondant was starting to come apart. It was splitting because it could not handle the weight distributed along the top edge. I use a pretty decently dense, fine-crumbed cake, so it can usually take some rough treatment well, but this was too much for it. Sometimes you can still make it work with some messy effort - rearranging things, some cutting and trimming and re-applying buttercream and fondant. Sometimes you’ve got the option to change your design and make it work.
It happened rather quickly, this transition from almost-done to beyond-repair. And it was, as it always is, heartbreaking. Its not just the time spent and the cost of materials - you really get into the story of the cake, especially when it has so many little details and you’re proud of coming up with an original design. Whether it’s for a friend or a client, no one likes to disappoint others.
By the time I finally stopped trying to rescue my dying creation, it was in the wee hours of the morning. I was exhausted, and my energy is not what it used to be. I could have re-fired the oven and baked some more layers, and hopefully they would cool by morning and I could throw on some fondant and do the usual fondant-decorations-on-a-background-cake, since I still had most of those things we had made. But my health wouldn’t permit it - I was already in pain and needed to crash, hard. As it was, I crashed so badly I ended up not being able to even attend the birthday party - a double disappointment for me.
I’ve got plans to take out mommy and son later on to make up for it, but it was still an emotionally trying experience.
It’s surprising how much a little thing like cake can get you so worked up and frusterated - or how exhilerated you can be when it all works out and the client loves it. It feels very outside of yourself - I’m not sure I could ever be egotistical about my cake skills no matter how much they develop. It feels like too much of the venture has to do with basic craft skills, the quality of the materials used, and a lot of luck. I’m just the agent, the mechanism, that brings it all together. And I certainly have a lot of hard work ahead of me to improve my mediation skills!
I have a couple other cakes in the next few months for my husband and my roommate (I also call her my sister, we’re all family), so these are chances to redeem myself in my ability to make cakes for people important to me. Wish me luck, as I do better in my planning this time around!
I do plan on making this sea anemone cake someday in the future, because I love the idea of it and would enjoy making it work. I’ll just have to find some excuse to try it again!